Charlotte Whitlock

21+ RP. The blood spilt became my life from there on in. But I had a saviour among it all, my @ATexanCowboy. #DarkestDesires #CoOwner #HoneyBee #PiC

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> put enough distance between @ATexanCowboy and I...}

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> true and honest to each other. Just as well #Mary and #Randall were *somewhat* nearby... Yes, in the South America's, but that should >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> and I was out the door, down the stairs and into the countryside that surrounded our property. So much for being equals, partners, >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> until then, don't try followin', don't try lookin', else you may find me in headed Italy's way. {not even a glance back @ATexanCowboy >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> as I spat them @ATexanCowboy.} When you think you know how to treat a lady better, a *wife* better, you can come looking for me. But >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> nothing, *nothin'* to me, Peter Whitlock. You know what... {I paused by the door, words practically dripping with venom >> @ATexanCowboy

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> decades ago. Or were they lies, too? {I moved to the door of the bedroom, not looking @ATexanCowboy once more.} Ypur apology means >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

Selfish wouldn't even begin to describe it. I *thought* we were equals, @ATexanCowboy. Or at least that's what you told me all those >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

I love it! RT @ATexanCowboy: @SweetWhitlock

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> but not /at/ him.} How much you've been chippin' away at my will, @ATexanCowboy? At how much you've made me wanna run to the hills?

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> may I add, I turned to @ATexanCowboy, eyes straying from his ruby orbs, focusing on a point beyond his ear. Yes, id look towards him, >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

That is definitely what it feels like, Peter. Are you even aware of how much this hurts? {finally, against my own will, >> @ATexanCowboy

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> wasn't I enough for @ATexanCowboy anymore? Why?}

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> in any kind of way, in weeks. I wasn't a mind reader - that was #Edward's trick - so what the hell was wrong with @ATexanCowboy?... Why >

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> *enough* for @ATexanCowboy. It was clear I wasnt; he no longer sought me out. No longer talked to me. Hell, he hadn't touched me, >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> just so I wouldn't look @ATexanCowboy's way, wouldn't try and pull him into a conversation. Beg with him why I didn't seek to be >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

What are you sorry for, though, Peter? {my brow arched but I continued to move, ignoring @ATexanCowboy, working even slower than before, >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> gall to ignore me when I wanted nothing more than to be @ATexanCowboy's equal, his confidant....it was time he learned how it felt.}

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

>> around the room, folding clothes and putting them away, placing others on hangars, ignoring @ATexanCowboy the whole while. He had the >>

[Charlotte Whitlock @SweetWhitlock]

Yes, Peter? {I knew he was there, but I wouldn't regard @ATexanCowboy, no. I wouldn't give into him that easily. I continued to move >>