Byokui

Digital diary. Cw:44kg Gw:40kg lw:43kg
18, Caffine and cigarette fanatic, 170cm

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

10/1/16
OMAD October!!

Accountability thread-

During fasts and or cal intakes, I can have liquid cals. I need my coffee.

Preferably 10k steps a day

I can use appetite suppressants (cigarettes, I am a chain smoker)

I need to lose atleast 10 pounds.

Sw:101ibs CBMI: 15.8

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

My steps so far!
Only had 240 cals so far
burned 289
I’m about to go eat out w friends, I’m gonna try to see if I can just get the lowest cal items

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

What I ate so far td
0 cal monster n redbull
Hash brown- 240 cals
12k steps- burned 259 cals

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Iv done it… CBMI: 15.3!!

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Volume eating
143 cals!
Chicken-70 cals
Dressing-73cals
Lettuce- 0-10 cals so I’m not even gonna count it

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Don’t even joke lad

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Bruh I hate being a feminine trans guy, actual hell on earth😭😭 I need to tape my chest or smth or do voice training

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I’m bouta make a high volume low cal meal… idk when tho. I wanna after I hit 20k steps

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@chxrripiee @mmassacre11 Or faking it helps validated ppls feelings if they don’t like how there body is. But ppl forget an eating disorder isn’t just “not like your body” or “not liking how you look”

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@chxrripiee @mmassacre11 Alot of ppl who fake it are mentally ill in a way that dosent involve an ED or fake it to gain sympathy or bc it’s “quirky”. A lot of the time especially for women, society makes women believe they have to diet, they have to be skinny, So they fake it

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

My bf is getting me more ciggies im so happy

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

OMAD October day 13!
Yogurt bowl
French toast
Coffee
337 cals!

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I’m 0.2 ibs away from being 98ibs….

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Salad-100cals
Yogurt-90cals

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I wish I had a walking pad, instead I walk around late asf in the dark

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@Sk11nyyb110nde Yall just want something to hate istg😭😭 just block her, she hasn’t done anything wrong. If it bothers u block her it’s an easy fix

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Next time I’m not adding in the cookie 😵‍💫

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Today’s yogurt bowl!
220 cals

Yogurt- 65cals
Gram cracker-30 cals
Home made cookie-100 cals

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

If I lose 9ibs I’ll be bmi 14.1🥹

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I weights 99.2 td… so close to 98ibs