emily💕🚒

she/her, 28 | 9-1-1 & a bit of hr & da pitt | let ppl enjoy things! | #1 idiot4idiot fan | 📝 @EmExaggerating / AO3

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

I am almost always thinking BIG THOUGHTS about Eddie Diaz and his dog tags and his St Christopher medallion AND the famous short story The Things They Carried by Tim O’Brien, about the symbolic weight soldiers carry. This is my Roman Empire and I will never shut up about it ever.

[☆ Cait ☆ @caitbuckleydiaz]

mockumentary ep with secret relationship buddie 🥰 give me random firefighter no.4 in front of the camera speaking and it focuses past them to buddie sneaking into a storage closet before no.4 notices and forces the camera back on him and he’s like “yeah they think no one knows😒

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

shaneeeeeeee

[kora🎃 @ilyasroza]

51.

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

do i even need to say it

[Brick @trysetmeonfire]

other people’s ghosts

[anna🧸 @yrsacd]

thinking about eddie picking up buck and sitting him on the kitchen counter,, stepping between his legs and brushing the curlies out of his face before kissing him softly,, when they break the kiss eddie smiles at him gently while buck ducks his head giving him /that/ look

[AT @ILYASLESTAT @heatedsrivalry]

Ilya being woken up and barely understanding any English while Shane explains his 50-steps-15-years coming out and retiring together life plan

[kamkamkam @madforyouxo]

hurting myself in this doc rn 😔

[mon @ClTYOFMON]

what if “yes it’s scary, but you’re brave” is something ilya’s mom used to say to him

[lani ౨ৎ @buckleysapron]

oh my buckley-diaz family, you are so dear to me

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

this is incredible everybody read

[Goose 🪿 @Spruce_Goose7]

For every month Eddie spent in Texas, Buck writes a letter.

In month one, he writes about how much he misses Eddie. He writes about feeling the ground fall out from under his feet when the U-Haul drove away.--

[kamkamkam @madforyouxo]

oh Chris, you are so dear to me

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

@twoslicetoast @4995s zero discussion fuck ai always (ik this is probably a joke but hey any excuse for me to say fuck ai)

[sooz 🍌 @twoslicetoast]

and that's what you missed on 9-1-1

(#911onABC 9x08 'War' sketch page)

[dylan @118BUCKS]

wanna see something

during the lawsuit, were you on bobby's or buck's side? what about now - were you on hen's or chim's?

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

But for now, he lets himself rest, and he lets Buck Buckley — his future husband — rest with him.

THE END :)

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

Buck cuddling sleepily with Eddie, mindlessly tangling his hand in the chain around Eddie’s neck that holds his St. Christopher medallion and his dog tags, and the realization hits Eddie like a ton of bricks — this is exactly how Chris played with Shannon’s necklace as a baby.

[emily💕🚒 @SymbolisEmily]

and wedding vows, and the promise of Buck’s index finger still wrapped in the chain of his necklace, saying:

I’m right here. Even if you have a nightmare, I’m here. When the tones drop, I’ll be right here beside you.

Maybe, when Eddie is more awake, he can figure it all out.