Symphonic Erosion @ Testing the waters

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@lucahjin oops, my cd just skipped. And everyone just you heard you let one rip

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Realll

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@LichVtuber I'm gonna go bankrupt without owing someone anything just to mix things up a bit

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I forget sometimes that I'm desensitized to a lot of stuff and find things funny when some people would find it sad or horrific. Eheh...

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Some days you're faced with challenges that have no right answer. Like being too hot or too cold as you try to sleep, or asking the horse girl if she's aware of the horsecock acting as a sun dial in her profile picture

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Insane how turning off phone notifications and keeping myself logged out on pc has not only made me stop constantly checking if someone liked my post or messaged me, my mood has been crazy better.

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@sm0ltiddyg0thgf Everyday I am reminded that being a girl on the internet must be exhausting

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@Deffo_Depresso Immediately judge the wire management

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I wish there was a tag for that "open to see the full picture" shit cause my feed has been nothing but that no matter what I do

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@Dark_Deffo I think it's crazy how this has been going on for like, 6ish years now, and people still ask this. It's like unless you have tits the size of barrels and floss as underwear, they just can't figure it out.

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@Deffo_Depresso

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Did I miss anything

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I'm happy. I'm scared. I'm anxious. For the past few days, I've thought about deleting everything and removing myself from everyone's life. I don't know what to do or think now. I just know I'm sobbing like an idiot either way.

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You know shit is fucked when someone says they care about you and you immediately breakdown.

Why? I've been ignored by so many for so long, what do you mean??

I don't know where I stand with people because there's no communication and I have to keep guessing over and over.

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I convinced myself people hated me and would be better off without me, and every attempt to reach out was either quickly followed with silence or ignored completely.

I don't know how to handle being cared about. Like, I want to be, but I'm so terrified of being that vulnerable.

[eliz @eliza___v]

POV: you are losing interest in everything. https://t.co/07UhMTuVhL

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Minor spelling mistake

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This might just be a me thing, but: I have this issue where I try and be helpful and caring for others, but I don't know how to handle anything thst involves me, if that makes sense.

I feel worthless and like I am going to be abandoned unless I'm useful in some way at all times.