Synesthetika

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Nouveau Pythia

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[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

since i seem
to need to write
this over
and over
again

i dont format
like this to
annoy anybody

it helps me
keep my
thoughts
together

im autistic

my brain works
differently

idk why it helps
it just does

im sorry
to be a pain

please be
patient

thank you
for being
kind

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@_pauliegee this is something
ive been trying to
get through to my
younger cousin

he was in grief over
the girl he was going
to propose to last year
the other night and
i had to tell him

she knew what
she was doing
she just didnt care
and he was lucky
he saw her for who
she really was

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@KattyDiore @3povC im 32 my bf is 49

i cant even imagine
anybody better

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@Coleidoscopes i dont feel like
i fully understand

i know im smart
like i know im
at least more
than a lot of
other people

theres no way
i could even hope
to keep up with him

but i believe him

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@Coleidoscopes hes also completely positive
literally everyones
time perception isnt what
is actually happening
at a physics level

that it feels solid
to everybody the way
color feels 'intrinsic' but
that its mostly a product
of 'the cross between
quantum mechanics and
cognitive neuroscience'

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@wil_da_beast630 some of it seems to
be because a lot of us
like watching other women
behave awful and
trash their own reputations
for amusement

we were both just like
why did either of us
think this was a good idea
when we were young and
why did we believe the
self sabotage propaganda?

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@wil_da_beast630 its more than that

theyre operating on cult like
covert narcissism behaviors
and a lot of what that entails

thats the true believers

i said this to my bff
at lunch today but i feel like
a lot of the rest of it
is explainable by why
the Real Housewives
shows are so popular

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@EndFederal @be_homestead she isnt talking about 'men'
shes talking about
one single man
one that she loves

most of us can relate
with being in love and
only in the instances
he wasnt the one starting it
because lets be real
we arent always angels
and sometimes the emotions
cause regrets we should face

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@be_homestead fr it feels like
a cheat code

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

@stargazeruk7 w

t

f

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

time to do some
cord cutting on
energies arent
healthy for me

[Synesthetika @Synesthetika]

i need to get myself
out of all this dating
and gender discourse

too many broken people
who dont want to
change for the better
and just want to
hurl insults and
be miserable

ive let myself
care too much