She/They. Exmo, genderqueer, bisexual, and 100% full of beans. I make cool art! You should buy some (check the links). Pfp by actionpilot on Picrew. 🤘🏻
I don't want to lose more people that I love because I am really bad at being a human.
Anyway I'm just making myself cry again so I guess I'll just leave this here.
Woke up crying and feeling like a fucking idiot again for letting the emotional neglect go on so long, but then... I'm not going to hate myself for trying to save a relationship that meant everything to me.
I'm not going to hate myself for loving somebody. For trying to repair.
And I don't want to feel like I need people to help me with this shit, or to put this expectation on my relationships, but also I literally do not know how to do this without help. I *need* people to tell me how they are feeling, I *need* honesty. I want to do better so badly.
I first saw this movie right as I was figuring out my sexuality and starting to deconstruct my faith, and therefore it will always have a special place in my heart. It's camp, but also surprisingly sincere and tender. It's also BARELY a parody of growing up ultra Christian.
5/5
They should have kissed at the end. Overall not as insensitive as I thought it was going to be, and I was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed it.
4/5 stars