Yawning while rubbing her eyelids.
`` . . . wait, why am I waking up so early for? oh well, go back to sleep, and hopefully Tomoe doesn't catch me sleeping late again. ´´
Macam ni la.
Sort out all your thoughts first. Don't think about anything else. Now CNY kan? Just spend time with family and friends so that you don't feel the need to miss him so much. At least it helps to clear your mind and rationalise how you want to talk to him about it.
Do you really love him or are you just infatuated with him?
If you do want to work it out then I can only suggest you speak to him. Not via text or whatever, but actually on call so it's easier to let out all your feelings.