Thinking about kneeling in front of her while she smiles knowingly. Forcing me to keep eye contact while she makes me confess how much I love her. A quick “Show Me” with no instruction, while I crumble in front of her trying to figure out how I could possible show the depth of my feelings. Settling for physically humiliating myself for her.
Owning all my moments at my very best and my most humiliating
Thinking about hands grasping my throat while they do ungodly things to me. Pressing harder and harder until breathing gets hard. Keeping me down. Reminding me who I belong to. All while whispering the sweetest but most degrading words in my ears.