depression isn’t always looking and feeling sad. sometimes it’s lack of motivation, excessive sleeping, poor eating habits, unexplainable anger/easily annoyed, low self-esteem, no strive to do things you normally do.
i was the girl who asked for nothing and i received nothing. they don’t jump to spoil you, they’re just relieved they don’t have to worry about it. i expect everything now and it’s either in you to do it or it’s not. cus i’m getting too old, first of all