Please consider commissioning me as for right now every little bit helps me maintain my ability to create animations and illustrations. Animated Commissions are also possible. DM me for Details. SFW only, BG is included.
First time i gave myself a Tarot reading and it was uncanny how accurate it was. I will attempt to make some changes to myself that will allow me to work as the artist I was born to be. Thank you all for your support for me thus far.
I want to add that, I know i'm irrational in that thought process. I self sabotage despite wanting to be better and able to be there for others. I'm hoping that voicing this out loud in writing will help me push a little further into capable will. Thank you.
I also want to apologize i've not been in the Dojo podcasts live as much as before. I felt out of place being considered a mod and retreated away. I apologize for not saying anything. When I'm considered important or needed I feel I will ruin or under perform in the moment.
Hiya guys just letting you know i haven't forgotten about all of you. I am more or less trying to get my head, finances, commissions, and personal matters together. I feel a strong relapse occurring. The TNTL project is still on the table. Wish me luck until further notice.
@The_Artisan01 I often think I don't belong at all in this world so sometimes i just need to let people know i'm in a bad mindset and the responses i get always help.
For those wondering about the world in TNTL I want to point out that it will be similar to Cier but my own interpretation of various RHG and Duelists both from my era and the new era of stick fighters.
@TonyTheDBZJedi@_Doble_Jota Eventually i'll do a plush promotional for Rage and TNTL, i first need to generate enough out of what i make in order to get people interested to buy them. I know it's going to cost a pretty penny to start making them even if i made them myself.
DON'T LET ABUSE CHANGE YOU FOR THE WORSE. OVERCOME THE PAST, OVERCOME THE ABUSE AND ESCAPE IT. YOU ARE CREATIVE AND STRONG AND DESERVE TO BE LOVED FOR WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON AND CREATIVE. <3
My parent's used to hit me for not being smart, when I was 9 they stop because they think my grades wouldn't be any better so they just tell me to be a good person instead.
My everyday life improved so much more, but then I would still go to school and face this everyday.