Terri St. Quill

Author & newly homeless widow writing expose on 16 points to fix healthcare. This is my pen name as my book includes private information about my husband.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

During my husband's 30 years in law enforcement, he was shot, stabbed, beaten, bit, and spat on.

He survived it alk, only to be sentenced to die of starvation by American Medicine's death panel that put their profit over his life.

In case you don't understand what is at stake for you and your loved ones if we don't make a change.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

My husband had the same cancer type. The differences:

His was missed in 2023 altogether. In his case, at diagnosis cancer was all through his liver. He only lived another 6 weeks.

Decline was fast because they denied him a feeding tube and chemo with one lie after another. They systemically and deliberately ignored every test - ct scans and blood work - that pointed to his cancer being stable to in remission.

Only his liver didn't stabilize - consistent with starvation. First hospitalization he was denied food and hydration 136 hours.

Instead they went with CEA. Those results according to the machine manufacturer as filed with the FDA - could only have through operator error.

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we had caught it in 2023. And then if I had insisted harder for a feeding tube.

Your wife's situation would have been hard - but I would have seen my husband through. In the same timeframe, my husband was active, healthy, strong. I don't regret that - per se.

We would have gone with alternative methods which he had used once before to beat a different cancer.

My thought on this - get your wife's complete chart and read it all through. Compare what has been done to established clinical guidelines and diagnostic interpretation.

And lastly - if they refuse to resume treatment - consider dandelion tea. We never got the chance because like a pair of tools we believed he would get chemo and we didn't want to hurt his chances.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

In our current situation - we are pretty much locked into global destruction. It's happened before - perhaps more than once in pre-recorded history.

Localities destroyed themselves as they destroyed each other - dog eat dog.

Where is the Roman Empire, the Classical Greeks? The Athenians, Egyptians, Sumerians, Scythians, White Russians, Ainu? The list of bloodshed and people wiped out goes on and on. If you look at the seeds planted from the previous conflict, it becomes obvious.

WWII grew directly from WWI. The cold war bred the war on terror. The war on terror is now in the terminal stage - quite possibly globally.

I don't deny where we are, or how we got here.

The fact remains this was all avoidable.

The destruction of all those civilizations was also preventable. Our destruction is preventable; but we must choose to take killing off the table.

This is what the history books leave out - maybe because the precedent for co-existence never had a chance to take root early enough.

And if it hasn't been done before - maybe we should try it.

It remains my position that - hopefully after Iran/Israel and Ukraine/Russia settle down - cooler minds will prevail; and there will be a move towards co-existence.

And yes - going forward I estimate shifting to co-existence as the dominant way - will take 5 or more generations. As much as 500 years in some places. It will be a long time before we have lasting world peace with a functional structure.

Continuing as is - I don't believe it is a sustainable option.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

You get to potential supporters before they become supporters.

This doesn't happen through violence which only serves to justify more violence.

Daesh would never have happened if we had reached out to the people of the Middle East and created a tri-state solution in the Holy Land. From there, there would have been no fuel, no sense of injustice festering.

Hitler would never have risen if the people of Germany didn't recognize severe oppression and injustice after WWI.

And as for Hitler I add this. He was no genius - no great thinker. All he had was cowardice and a capacity to identify a population he could attach stereotypes to in a way that generated violence.

If it wasn't the Jewish people and later the Romanii, it would have been whoever else could be marginalized.

Reach the people and hold hands. Then there is no killing because there is no interest in killing.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

This is the history written by victors that ignore what goes on in homes and behind closed doors - that victory brings peace even though the people themselves are in turmoil.

It does not bring lasting peace - because the seeds for the next conflict are sown in the children via the parents that come home from war.

All is not gay when Johnny comes marching home with a drug addiction, PTSD, and trigger reflexes required in the battlefield. These things make having a family and raising a family, holding a job - extremely difficult.

And what do the children become? They suffer - and when they suffer they see the past - "the other side" as their enemy too.

The cycle continues - people just don't recognize the fact they are living out an old war that was never theirs to begin with.

You can only stop war with negotiation and the cessation of violence.

The other way - you try to fight fire with fire until there is no fuel left. But that isn't victory - it is just ruin and loss until more fuel and weapons become available.

Or as my father said - peace is just a lull between wars.

But we can do better with co-existence.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

The recording of history by the "victor" is the problem because it only accounts for the brute force that appears to work in the short term.

The excuses for shedding blood and burning everything in localized areas to the ground - are years in the making and found in stereotypes. And yes - they are found in systemic injustice when the system is not truthful or honest or fair.

History is the excuse that seeds the next genocide in "eye for an eye" ideology.

Disbalanced historical accounts exploits, trains, and enhances the breaking points generated in cradle to grave indoctrination such that conflict is inevitable.

This is where the problem starts. And no matter how much violence you throw at it. No matter how many civilizations are destroyed - it all comes back to this.

There is no way out of it we keep repeating the same formula. Same formula, different faces, different conflicts, same war, same outcome.

Kicking the can down the road to the next generation is no longer an option. Because this time - it threatens every nation, every continent, every society.

War zones need to be deconstructed so that no one gets to write a "noble and victorious" history of conquest.

Instead - coexistence such that clear minds prevail and the accurate and precise truth can be seen.

With time - the wounds will heal and the violence will be stamped out by common sense and free will expressed as human dignity.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Profit over people isn't just about the money and dominance.

It is, at its heart, about the erosion and destruction of the very free will that is our birthright.

Because profit over people loses when God intervenes. People see another path. Capitalism is not just about supply and demand. It is about what works. God's intervention works well beyond what His creations can do alone.

I traced the whole pattern - even using their rules - the answer comes out the same.

This is a systemic and intentional damage at all levels; including spiritual.

Only one thing does that to humanity - and it isn't God.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Yes... Can relate to this. When I woke up with my husband dead next to me - two things hit me at once.

First - he was gone. Didn't need to see his eyes or register not breathing in that first second of being awake.

Second - I knew he was gone because half of me was gone too. There was only one way that could happen. When he crossed over - half of me went with him in that split second.

For me - there will be no other romantic involvement. He was my last rodeo. I understand for others they can and will love again - and experience togetherness. I am happy for them.

If my husband hadn't been able to love again after his first two wives passed, we never have had our second chance.

And maybe he could only love again because it was time for us. I never asked him that question. It wasn't a canyon - just a topic left undone.

My path is different. I seek justice and reform of American medicine while I put my career together. Baby steps.

I do see myself eventually having time for group activities later this summer. Friends I have - so I am not lonely in that respect.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

I add this.

I see @ourptrights - her Do Not Consent form as one of the few things right now that gives people and their families a chance to see where the path to healing remains open - what American Medicine has become blinded to.

It is not easy even with that form. Enormous effort remains - including the ability to get research and second opinions fast that will hold up in court, etc.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Yes... God can heal... Because HE is the author of our lives and the laws of physics - everything.

Increasingly - profit over people shuts out His will and denies Him in favor of predestined death. To them spirit is just a toilet, and the systemic corruption of free will is used to get rid of those who do not give them the most ROI.

I am glad you made it. I pray Annalise does as well.

[The Dr. Margaret Show @DrMargaretShow]

Open your eyes! If you believe in God, this is The Truth! You are YOU! You are alive until your heart and lungs stop. Your brain can heal. There's no such thing as "brain death".
I KNOW this! I was BEDRIDDEN FOR 12 YEARS after a traumatic brain injury with diabetes insipidus (DI), a left vertebral artery dissection and aneurysm at V2 (the base of the brain), and severe dysautonomia so bad I fainted every time I stood up.

LOOK AT ANNELISE! She is holding on for her little life WHILE HER PUPILS REACT TO LIGHT! Do you think God can heal her? I DO!
Does it matter what the doctors say? Not always. They can be wrong.
Texas Children's Hospital gave out private patient information and violated HIPPA rights just moments after a family meeting.

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[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

@DaveHawkinsX @ShiningScience Exactly.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Were the models trained on de escalation, infrastructure needs, and the logic of a healthy society? Were they given the tools to pattern match answers that represent what the best human minds would have done?

If not - then all this study accomplished was the creation of unrealistic scenarios on models that never had the chance to say no to this kind of "research".

Train LLM responsibly and they will behave responsibly. What you put in you get back.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Every war is inexcusable because at the end of the day the lead up to "stopping genocide" and "protection of culture" itself becomes the justification for and eventually active genocide.

It doesn't matter if the target population was "good" or "evil". What matters is those people were erased for their beliefs.

Hence, genocide is just another Special Military Operation. And I do mean to use Russia's euphemism in the precise context of the above paragraph.

This is the fatal flaw in the kind of eye for an eye ideology Russia has embraced with this garbage against Ukraine and NATO.

It is this precise flaw China has swallowed hook, line, and sinker - soon to destroy them if they invade Taiwan.

So much for multipolar world. Reshuffling the deck isn't the same as making the real changes in ideology needed for world peace.

USA - we lost our chance to choose a better path after 9/11. Instead, same equation same results.

As for Ukraine - every war and hotspot, I propose seeing maturation process as a means to prevent war and genocide. This is the introduction to my peace proposal.

World peace isn't rocket science - but it does take time for rhetoric to die out and for populations to grow a set and learn how to play nice.

The beginning only requires the acceptance of irrevocable change in populations and letting free will take its course.

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[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

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[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

As I understand it, there is a difference between murder investigations and "pots and pans".

With fraud - there is always a paper trail involving the exchange of money. It is anything but circumstantial. Some say it is harder to prove, but mens rea says there is always a rational reason - a tangible motivation. So for this election fraud - there should be a paper trail.

Insofar as murder - sadly I agree. Proving my husband was murdered via medical malpractice has taken me several months and the assembly of over 150 data points to prove both the guilty mind and the acts that followed.

In all likelihood the licensing board, etc will bury it because of his diagnosis. They will systemically ignore sequential tests that prove no growth no spread -because 24 "licensed doctors" got together and pointed to a test that was done wrong as the sole reason to deny him a feeding tube, and then systemically gaslight, intimidate, and manipulate us both into agreeing to let him starve to death.

Millions of people will continue to be murdered as a result of profit over people "duty to die" paradigms that control every aspect of American medicine.

The saddest thing is these kinds of investigations - no matter how careful you are - over 50% of crimes go unsolved.

On the other side of it 1 out of 10 candidates for execution are innocent.

With that kind of failure rate, it should be no surprise people demand more and better proof these days.

I propose if all you have is statistics - you are looking in the wrong places.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

@grok @imagine Free will. For every choice to kill, there have to be a point where the choice could have been to not kill.

It is this point where predestined conflict is inevitable ideology does it's dirty work - and we are destroyed.

But we have a choice.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

Lady of the lake. Because I have this fascination with beings jumping out of lakes ever since I first read about Avalon.

Generated by @grok @imagine

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

@grok @imagine Restoring the stories of coexistence that got left out of history because of the intimidating lens of war and ensuing social trauma.

With me many things go back to that pet hobby horse.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

@grok @imagine As odd as this may sound - restoration of the bardic voice. Communication across cultures and languages. Everything else opens up.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

@grok @imagine Things being seriously debated today that weren't even considered 10 years ago.

[Terri St. Quill @TStQuill]

The technology and medical skills. Myths aside, they were practical and tangible. Same with the Celtic people.

So I get to wondering how they both came up with a similar legend. Impossible to determine, because the Celtic was all oral tradition.

Would have to find evidence of trade and migration in the BC eras.