// after deliberating on it for hours, falling asleep, having nightmares about it, waking up to the same nausea-- i need to just move on from this. not forget it, of course, but take the lesson from it and apply it to my life.
// this thing is long so. let me say thanks for reading, if you did. i just needed to get my thoughts out there. if i feel up to it i'll come back later today, after I've had some rest. for right now, if you wanna leave some wholesome stuff in my dms/right here, that'd be nice.❤️
// after deliberating on it for hours, falling asleep, having nightmares about it, waking up to the same nausea-- i need to just move on from this. not forget it, of course, but take the lesson from it and apply it to my life.
// to others who have blocked me (even tho they won't see this) im glad you're thinking about your mental health and stability, and doing what is best for you. I hope i can be that strong someday.
// especially if it makes aarp safer for everyone in the long run.
please take care of yourselves. i'll be taking a break and i'm not sure if i'll come back. i need time to figure out what i want to do. thank you for reading.
// tw badedgy
in this thread im going to address every nsfw interaction i've had with @/edgeylovesyou, because i need to take responsibility for my actions. please block me if you're uncomfortable, especially if you're a minor because i want you to feel safe. +
// you need to. i promise i'll never do anything remotely like this again. i can only prove that with time. i think of all my younger friends as my kids and i still think that. once again, i didn't know she was 17 til 2 days ago. but you're allowed to label me as fit.
// tw badedgy
if needed i can share dms of her telling me she was 17. just dm and ask. I don't want her to hurt anybody else. and if anybody is Uncomfortable with me after my sharing this, please block me, I'll understand completely.
// tw badedgy
i feel sick to my stomach. but i need to share this here. she goes by the name yasmine. she told me she was 17. we did rp smut and im not gonna deny that but it was before she said she was 17. if i had known I wouldn't have, 17 is still too young to me. +
// tw: badedgy
Upon further investigation, we've discovered that the admin of that account and of the following accounts;
@/kjjellburg, @/larryisnothere_, @/divinecourt_, @/kxraleft, @/toutamatsuu & @/miles_is_angy
is in fact a minor of 13 years of age. They allowed &
// yall i just. I need a bit. she and i had gotten really close and this hurts a lot, to see that she hurt so many people i love. Im so sorry. I need a break.
// im. really upset. because i should have. i knew this was gonna happen? she told me she was writing something ansgty and i encouraged her but I didn't know it was of THAT nature i