I left a toxic relationship which was definitely two sided. Moved. Got close to people who proved me wrong. Almost feel completely in love again just to be disappointed after promising myself to stay single & ended an engagement. Self destructed by becoming an alcoholic & almost-
My heart breaks a little more each and almost every day while my voice grows quieter and quieter.
With an anger left brewing that once before was frustration, continued disappointment, and began hopeful.
A constant battle of letting it go or erupting like a volcano.
& when I got people watching me, just know, I’m NEVER changing who I am for nothing and no body but ME. So talk about me, form your opinion, idc. I am who I am and I love me.
After you did all that ? Tried to go away and enjoy some time to yourself ? How’d it feel coming back sick asf ? Yes that’s karma baby, I hope you enjoyed her presence cuz she’s not done 😘
I want you to be so mf sick of YOURSELF you puke and then maybe you’ll like enough to be rid all that hate and anger you throw at people who don’t deserve that shit. Karma is one beautiful bitch and she got your number on speed dial.
I hate a “grown” ass bitch who thinks they can do whatever the fuck they want and say whatever the fuck they want and think imma just sit back and bow down like some sort of peasant. Nah bitch, imma return ALL that shit back to you and then some. I want you SICK to your stomach
My heart is pure till you done fucked that up one, too many times. So play victim, be miserable, be mad. IDGAF BITCH ! YOU asked for it, so eat that damn dish you made and I hope you taste my energy in every MF bite !
You just can’t keep addressing the same issues and expect different results when someone constantly shows you the same results and being their child at that ! It’s definitely a rock and a hard place 😩
I really do miss my mom and I’m constantly on this teeter totter. Where one side wants to put everything in the past and give some faith but the other part already has, is afraid and just wants to keep it this way. Ughhhhhhhh !
I believe in forgiveness and giving people grace, but I deeply believe that everyone knows what they’re doing. So while forgiveness is on the table, reconnection and re-establishing a relationship is not. You did what you did knowing how it would impact me & that’s enough for me
Crazy ? Yea I was crazy once.
How bout we keep it that way cuz BABBBBYYY no one wants me to go there when yall only seen a small fraction. I don’t tell stories, I told MY story. What I LIVED through. The events that are on replay in my mind CONSTANTLY. Was never ever a joke fs
Listen. If a bitch use to be crazy, toxic and unbearable to deal with. Why would you test her ? Why would you WANT to go there ? Cuz on everything my feelings are REAL DEAL hurt asfffkkk and yet I’m trying everything in me not to be that petty ass mf I use to be. Don’t play.
If not soon, eventually, we’ll run away from everything that’s ever destroyed us from reaching greatness. & when we get there i know those who tried and did not succeed will melt away in their own misery.