again and again i have tried to force myself out of my comfort zone to meet new people and make new friends but again and again i am disappointed and hurt. it feels impossible to go into a new friendship without questioning intentions.
it feels like everyone i get close to turns out to be someone different and has intentions that aren’t genuine and i’m left disappointed and hurt over and over again. i don’t want to be pessimistic and skeptical when meeting new people but i think my subconscious has built a wall