Living all 2023 & eternity for you.🤞🏽 Your story wasn’t over, but it was cut short. Rest Easy Daddy. 🩵 I won’t stop until I get my answers & the TRUTH. keep me sane, keep me knowledgeable of my feelings/actions when I can’t see it, & keep me guarded. I love you, my heart. 💔
I’ve lost so many pieces of myself that I will never get back from trauma. But I’m setting a goal to get as much of myself as I can by the end of the year. 🩷
I really owe myself an apology. For staying in places where I felt I wasn't wanted, but chose to hold on anyway. For trying to fix bonds that were already dead. For putting people first who would never have done the same for me. I knew better, but I kept giving chances. I kept showing up for folks who didn't appreciate me. So now I'm holding myself accountable, because I should.
I don’t talk too much these days, but i think a lot. there’s a version of me that i burried quietly. because life kept asking me to be stronger than i felt. people see me moving, working, laughing. but they don’t see the part of me that’s slowly fading. i miss who i was before everything felt so heavy. before silence became more comfortable than conversation.
You lost her. You lost her attention, her kindness, and everything she gave you. She tried her very best to support you through every difficult situation you faced, yet you still disrespected her. You said things that deeply hurt her and affected her mental health. That was too much.
I love about myself that yes, I will hang on to someone if I love them, but at the same time as I mentally & emotionally detach I give myself a time limit of what I can’t tolerate anymore. Once that limit is up my patience for shit is at 0 & you gotta get tf up out of my face.
some of y’all think accountability is disrespect because you’re so used to people enabling you. if I’m your reality check that’s probably a sign you needed one.
One thing you should never do is beg to be loved or chosen…if you have to beg for it then it not worth it. What's for YOU
You will never have to beg for.