Shining Shotgun

I feel like God.

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Huhuhuhuhuhu AJGGGGG.

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@bloodfaengs Kntl.

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@bloodfaengs YA ELU KOK MAKANYA DIKASIH TAU SUSAH BENER.

[󠁶 🧟‍♀️ @caughtintimee]

#Pondering

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The guilt of being that version of myself is eating me alive tonight.

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Ya Allah. My brain was so overwhelmed that my thoughts became so bitter and rude and I hate myself so much for it. I was just too tired to be human.

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Dulu gua ninggalin orang-orang karena mereka jahat sama gua. Sekarang gua yang ninggalin orang-orang karena gua sendiri yang jahat. Yaudah, I’m still a leaver.

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My mind was in such a dark place and I hated how rude the thoughts in my head sounded. I hate that I let my own exhaustion ruin things.

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Gua. Jahat. Banget.

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Anjing iya gua jahat banget. I feel like such a horrible person. Just the thought of checking in or texting back felt so heavy and exhausting because I was constantly running on empty.

[⧉ @plaexus]

south korea's representative wlw ship 🇰🇷🫡

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Pergi aja lah gua.

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Kontol.

[No one saves you @_ursadness]

I'm okay.
I will be okay.
I have to be okay.

[Esh @Eshaal0kk]

This

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I’m honestly at my breaking point where just wanting to die feels like the only logical way out. I want to know what it feels like to live without being constantly in survival mode. I am just so completely, utterly done with everything.

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Living under the same roof with your own mother but treating each other like sworn enemies is a different kind of torture.

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There is absolutely no warmth left between us, and at this point, it feels like the universe made a mistake putting us together, one of us simply shouldn’t be here.