Itβs always the ones you never thought youβd lose that leaveβ¦
I step back because I care to much to lose it all completely I just hope one day youβll realiseβ¦β¦
Itβs been long, difficult and full of breakdowns but hard work really does pay off, 8 qualifications, a door license and 2 promotions later Iβm finally realising I actually done it! I finally took those steps and made it closer to where I want to be ππΌππΌ #thingswillbebetter
Why does everything hurt all the time?! I just want things to feel better already! I swear itβs always just a constant battle I can never explain or be understood
Swear the closer itβs getting dad the harder itβs getting! Forever putting more bricks in the wall itβll never be coming down at this rate, forever blocking never letting in. Watch me fuck this one up as well ππ€¦πΌββοΈ
Never did I think Iβd have to get back into waking up for school hours to do a course π€― Never been so nervous yet excited at the same time! Day 1 starts tomorrow, hereβs to a brighter future ππΌππΌ #shittingit#onestepcloser
So many plans ahead to better my self!! back to βschoolβ for 3 weeks starting next week as well as so much more course work π€― #thislifehasgottogetbetter