are you “not a person” in the “wearing a collar turns you on” way or in the “sublimated your own personality, needs, and desires for so long you don’t remember how to have them anymore”
Te dejan ir tan fácilmente porque, en el fondo, ya no querían tenerte. Les hiciste un favor yéndote primero. No te engañes pensando que te extrañan, porque quien de verdad extraña hace hasta lo imposible por hablarte, verte y, al menos, explicarte lo que siente.
La depresión funcional también existe, se llama “Distimia“
Trabajas, haces bromeas, cuidas a los que te rodean, te arreglas.
Pero mentalmente te estás ahogando en tus propios pensamientos y nadie lo sabe…
If you’re the type of person to jump all in and be dedicated to your role as a friend or lover; I BEG YOU cut all ties with people who show signs of having an “avoidant personality”
how to be vulnerable and honest with ppl so you can be yourself and form a genuine relationship with them if you are scared they will abandon u once they realize how messed up you are from your past. how to stop pretending just for the sake of others. how to be normal
A lot of people live for years while being passively suicidal. They go to work, laugh at jokes, show up for others while carrying a low, constant wish for relief that doesn’t require them to actively choose death. It’s the state of not exactly wanting to die but also not
Suicidal thoughts don’t always sound like
“I want to die.”
Sometimes they sound like:
• I don’t see a future for myself.
• I’m exhausted from existing.
• I feel like a burden just by being here.
• I disappear even when I’m in the room.
• Everything feels heavy for no clear reason.
• I don’t want to be awake anymore.
These aren’t attention-seeking thoughts.
They’re survival signals.