But my brain doesn’t seem to understand that. When I was little, I was locked in a wardrobe whenever I misbehaved. Looking back, I think a lot of my “bad behaviour” was really just me desperately craving attention.
IW’ve cried for helpAill these gods allow
Ind life seems even more bleak now
W was already broken before
Ihen they called to tell me you were dead
L lost a piece of my heart
Oike Billy Joel said
Inly the good die young
R’ll never know if it was accidental
ight before you died
TThisIhey would not make it
Af they were to spend a day in my mind, in my body
Fnd then clawing my way back out of it
Trom digging my own grave
Ihey came from scraped knees and bloody knuckles
Ws that this attitude
Ihat they don't understand
think many people see me as naive
IM don’t know, Feels kind of stupid.Aom said keeping a journal might help me get used to everything. New house, new school, new town etc.
Nt least, not yet.
Iot because anything interesting has happened.
A guess I should probably start writing these down.
ugust 3rd, 2026
II was a Xavier girlie btw kinda miss him😪 used to be in the Lads fandom but oh my god some people in the fandom is extreamly homophobic AND parasocial. (Im not even talking about the Valko situation)