Allah replied you in 3 ways:
1. Yes.
2. Yes but not now.
3. I have a better plan for you. Something nice for you soon.
But remember, His timing is always the best
It’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to feel drained and tired. It’s ok to not share your problems with people. Just confide in the Almighty. Ask Him to calm your mind, heal your heart and take your worries away.