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こんにちは(*ˊᵕˋ*)
ヒカリです✨🌹
➔I post my art and/or thoughts and rants in here! 「イラストと感想をここに掲載します」
➔推しさん: 古川慎、佐藤拓也、などなど
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@_ms_sakura_ The whole twice a year only frequency is pissing me off. If they want to prevent the whole slots running out then maybe they should have more than two tests a year. Everyone's rushing to register for a slot because they know their chances will only come twice a year. Utter bs tbh
There's a reason why I'm bumped out by the result. I took N2 it hopes to at least ease my 就活 a bit. I don't want to go back to my country due to its current condition. My partner is also Japanese and he's been my number 1 supporter and my motivation to get a job here.-
It felt like I let everyone who believed in me down. And I let myself down, too. With current situations regarding foreigners in Japan, the stress really got to me. I don't want to depend on my partner for a visa. I genuinely want to work here without having to depend on anyone.
I failed N2 cuz I didn't meet the threshold for 言語知識.. I spend my time more on 読解 cuz I was doing it backwards.. if only I spend more time on 言語知識 I could've gotten a pass.. my overall score is above the passing grade, too.
It's discouraging when people started saying-
@EmblemOfAcumen 1. His laugh
2. His smile
3. His personality
4. His sexy aura
5. That time he got into a scandal that hit the group so hard that it felt like his world fell apart but he sang "Negai wa Shine on the Sea" as song to never give up even if you're deep in the dark and everyone cries.