Sometimes I need to hype myself up first the smallest things like ugh instead of succumbing to falling asleep on the couch, you went UPSTAIRS? Brushed your TEETH?? Took your clothes off and put them in the hamper??? To sleep in your BED????
I’m having myself a “Treat Yo Self” day in a week, I have a nail appointment, my best friend got me a massage gift card for Xmas, and I just preemptively spent $250 on new books & legos & candles & wine & skin/hair care products but IDGAF I’M SO EXCITED I COULD CRY
I’m working an insane amount of hours this week, I started my period, a friend died yesterday, I had to ban someone from the bar last night, and I started nosebleed gushing in my Uber to work and I am SO OVER EVERYTHING SOMEONE SEND ME SOME DAMN AFFIRMATION
I join my Zoom therapy exactly one minute late every week so that she doesn’t think I’m over anxious but also it gives me very much anxiety being late to things but also I need her to think I’m 💅chill💅 do I bring this up in therapy
I’ve never been more excited for Halloween than I am this year, I have 3 costumes locked and loaded for working homecoming Halloweekend and for going to dinner on the day of and my friends will hate my dumb costume but they’re my friends so they have to be seen in public with me
It’s really a bummer losing a best friend. It’s been months but it still hurts like it was yesterday. I know he isn’t interested in my friendship anymore. Not really sure what to do.
I really need a pick-me-up as I’ve been quite down and pretty burnt out lately and I don’t know how or what kind but if anyone has any suggestions I’d love to hear them
I did laundry, scheduled a therapy appointment, made myself lunch, and ordered my lizard his roaches today BEFORE going to work for 16 hours NO ONE TELL ME I’M BAD AT BEING AN ADULT OK TELL ME I’M DOING A GOOD JOB
I just wanna give a real quick shoutout to @Lactaid thanks for always being there for me when I need you, like after a bowl of Mac n cheese when I have more than a five minute drive to not shit myself, love you boo ❤️