Away from all the noise on Twitter.
Away from all the likes and retweets.
One man I will never joke with
He will not like me drawing his legs out but I will today..
You see Mr Bayo @mrbayoa1
I have never met him before
But he is the only person on this platform that reached out to me when I lost my dad
The only one…
Away from all the superstars we featured, have featured or anything.. only him reached out and supported.
See I can go on and on
Social media and our society as a whole is not just a kind place
A lot of people here are not just kind
Yall hide behind your profile pics but deep inside on yall many of you are cold and wicked
You have no empathy
Though I am not surprised
But I am just echoing it further
Every single thing you have seen on Zen is self funded.
Coming out of my own pockets.
Not one investor.
Not one wealthy sugar daddy.
Not one super rich aunty.
NONE….
Everything I have given I gave freely and all I asked for in return is support. Is that too much to ask for??
One of the reasons I stopped going for events was when one industry guy wanted me to bend over before he can give me the spotlight.
See, I don’t have no issues with your sexuality. If you are a guy who likes guys that���s on you.
But saying before you can help me I should come upstairs to your room then that’s just not me.
This happened at Eko Hotel during the last MTV event in Lagos. My bro Izzo can testify to this.
People who know me very well know I am shy, discreet and I love my peace.
I don’t even want to be in front of the camera.
I will tell others to go, take the fame, just leave me to my couch and my Adobe.
I love to be in the field of my designs than do all that tv, lights and everything
Many industry heads are a cult, if you don’t join they won’t give you your big break.
I have refused to join and be a part of their group.
I have always been my own man.
I believe in the work of your hands will take you places.
I have worked with incredible models across Europe, Africa and America without being in any industry group or cult
I have worked with NFL athletes.
Worked with a former Executive director of the US/Spanish COC
Flown across Africa
Seen children show me games they play and we all laughed
Did all that without a cult or an industry group.
Featured models who worked in Fast and Furious…..
people don’t know our story at all
Many of you don’t even know the demons we have to battle in this industry.
Industry gods that don’t want you to blow until you submit to their will.
I have fought many battles.
I have fought many demonic people.
And yet the fans who hold the keys don’t even know this.
We give and give and yet who gives back to us.
For more than 17 years, all we receive are awards, likes, comments and a pat on the back.
Pr, publicists and agents, none give a toss about you.
They just want their star featured and they moved on to the next magazine or blogger. 1$ they ain’t giving you
Some days I get so tired.
I just want to deactivate everything and call it quits.
But when I remember why I started Zen and remembering how my father kept pushing me to keep on going even when I didn’t feel like it I get up, open my laptop, open my Adobe and start creating again.
Back then, magazines like Cosmopolitan wouldn’t even offer our talents a cover or a feature. That’s exactly why we built this brand; to be the voice that champions our people. Now that GQ and Vogue see our stars shining on a global stage, they’re quick to jump on board. But many forget; we believed in our talents long before the world paid attention
So many magazines have stopped operating. So many. Should I go naked before I get noticed? Should I start acting insane before we get that big wave of traffic? Should I be what I am not to get that attention?
Now that I’m still here, I pray I get to witness the results of all the years we’ve poured into building a truly local African brand. May it not be when I’m gone that the world finally takes notice. I want to be alive to see the impact, to enjoy the rewards of all the sleepless nights and relentless work we’ve put in
When your time comes, nothing on this earth will stop it. God, please let my brands time come. We have been at this for 17 years. Please don’t forget us. I will keep on celebrating everyone whose moment has come and I will keep cheering them on.