@datianlei will always be my baby.β
He kisses the top of his head.
βI donβt know what will happen in the future between my family and Heaven, but whatever does, please remember that I love you.β
@datianlei βEr-Ge is sorry for trying to push you away. I was hurting myself just as much as I hurt you. Even though I have a son, you were my first baby. The first time I experienced love, I was holding you like this, but you werenβt so muscular! Still, no matter how big you get, you+
@datianlei βHow can I be happy when youβre being hurt? When something I did is harming you?β He sighs. βI wish you had told me the truth. And now what about my grandchildren? They love visiting me here. And my son likes to come see Da-Ge. Should we stop him? Did you know he was+
@datianlei He is a little surprised, having heard from Yichen that Michael had even cried about it, but he wonβt keep asking. Itβs not worth making him cry again.
βI think weβve strayed from the original topic, anyway,β he sighs. βI gave you the first character of my mortal alias+
@datianlei glass. βYouβve never felt that Da-Ge is the only one of us that Yichen loves?β
He shrugs after a few sips of wine, βYouβre being logical about it. Of course Iβve told myself similar things. Xiao-Di, you couldnβt have really become so emotionlessβ¦β
@datianlei Of course it makes sense. Yichen as a rabbit spirit is more prone to anxiety, so he needs calming. Who is more capable of calm than Da-Ge?
βHave you never wished that you could be as close to either of them as they are too each other?β He glances at his brother over the wine+
@datianlei It really hurt him too much to lose Da-Ge. Xiao-Di, you say you never did anything for love or approval, so then you can tell me honestly. Am I a petty fool for feeling jealous of their bond?β
@datianlei βBelphegor is a good boy, despite what the rest of you believe,β he folds his arms and glares a bit. βEven if you donβt care about how good he is to your nephew, at least acknowledge that he saved Jeremielβs life!β
He sighs and presses his hand to his face.
βMy poor Wu-Di. +
@datianlei why Xi Bo would want to go to war with Heaven. He behaves as a pure demon because his family in heaven wonβt accept him. Instead, they punish his parent for his existence.β
@datianlei forever, why did he have to be cursed for falling in love with me and having our son?β
He sits with the glass and swirls it instead of drinking, and he watches his reflection.
βAll things considered, itβs not your fault. I donβt blame you. I just want you to understand +