film crew asked me if i could play a role of a smoking guitar player for their short
I proceeded to explain i don't smoke or drink or nothin
Girl looks me dead in the eyes and goes "I do not believe you"
I do not mix on “monitors.” I DO NOT “car test” my masters. I make music in my HEADPHONES. And if I find out later that my song’s mix does not sound good when listening on speakers, then I REGRET IT FOREVER.
@SuperFashi1 I've visited many doctors and even traveled to seek treatment and the repeated notion of "it's stress related" and "just wait it out" is engraved into my skull. From what I understand there is no real fix for it that won't mess with my health in some other aspect.
I have to be transparent
It is a fact that I can't play my instruments as well as I used to, due to the awful state of my hands over the last couple years; and it's really getting to me and my self esteem
@withsailsahead Thank you so much! I know you know how it feels when your own body messes you up where you most need it. I'm very frustrated but it's not gonna halt anything, ever
@AndrewRKenny It's one of those cases where the steps to treat it would fuck my health in a different area, such as my liver. I've been told by every doctor I've seen to just "wait it out" and "not stress so much". It's been progressing for 7 years.
I believe we could fix many of the world's issues if people were less aware of what's happening around them and more aware of what's going on inside them