Tenea

[Tenea @Tenea17]

I have to let this sadness and hurt go but it's days I do miss you , miss us

[Tenea @Tenea17]

We cried to each other about then you do the same thing all over again

[Tenea @Tenea17]

After I told you how much you hurt me we talked about it. You said you never wanna hurt me like that again. We talked about this for days

[Tenea @Tenea17]

Knowing this I still took you back third time you totally disrespected me like I was nothing

[Tenea @Tenea17]

The lie was you didn't love me or care about me. Everything about relationship was for you and about you

[Tenea @Tenea17]

I thought it was so real I look at certain things it bring back memories of us I get happy then I have to remember it was base off lie

[Tenea @Tenea17]

Sometimes I think about our relationship can't believe it was all a lie. We had some really good memories and conversations

[Tenea @Tenea17]

It's been a month since we ended things officially and its got easier I wish I was totally over him but I'm not going to rush the process

[Tenea @Tenea17]

I wouldn't wish heart break on my worst enemy

[Tenea @Tenea17]

I finally came out my shell started to go in public again and enjoy life I'm proud of myself I came so far but it's still a journey

[Tenea @Tenea17]

Today I woke up with heavy hurt😞

[Tenea @Tenea17]

He was such a bad person to me. I don't miss the relationship. Some days I'm good I only think about him couple times a day

[Tenea @Tenea17]

That makes me sad I know he not thinking about me or even cares about me

[Tenea @Tenea17]

Like I was just piece of shit but after all of that I miss him? I miss holding him and talking to him

[Tenea @Tenea17]

How can I miss someone who disrespected me so many times over and over again

[Tenea @Tenea17]

But this morning I woke up missing him I don't know know why

[Tenea @Tenea17]

My best friend and I cool again everything is getting back to normal

[Tenea @Tenea17]

Been awhile since I tweeted on here well because I been good I really been getting over this break up

[Tenea @Tenea17]

My heart is heavy this morning

[Tenea @Tenea17]

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