@Runaway_Dallas >>to admit-
'Stop.'
Her eyes found his once again and she tried to convey everything that she couldn't say, fears and doubts.
"I am here..." -for you.
When their lips met this time, it was her who needed to remember, remember how to trust, him and herself.
@Runaway_Dallas So many questions filled her mind but nothing came out, her lips slightly parted as she tried to control her breathin, her eyes scanning his features trying to understand.
'It's just sex.'
But a part of her knew it wasn't, his words holding more meaning that she was willing >>
@Runaway_Dallas >>push.
"Sorry- I shouldn't- you must be still trying to process everything- time- you need time."
The words came out in between heavy breaths as she tried to think straight.
@Runaway_Dallas >>she wasn't ready to aknowledge it and as he held her, she was glad to ignore all the rest for the time being.
'Pathetic.'
Yes, she was.
Her hands found his shirt, fingers curling in the fabric gathering strength to pull away, finally the need for air giving her the last >>
@Runaway_Dallas >>ten years memories, and, if it meant something, their shared memories. With that in mind, her body acted before she could stop it, a deep part of herself trying to hold onto a stupid illusion that /she/ might mean something pushing her to kiss him. This time, it was less >>
@Runaway_Dallas >>sighed and rested her forehead against his.
"Like a band-aid..."
She repeated the words, this time however, the witch realized she was actually telling herself so.
@Runaway_Dallas She still felt uneasy, like something had changed but it had been a traumatic memory, for both of them so it was rather logical.
"Of course, like a puzzle, but we need to keep working on them, that's the only way to actually get the full picture..."
With a small smile she >>
@0fPenumbra She tilted her head for a moment.
"I have many favorites if that's possible, I mean, it all depends on the mood I guess..." she gave him a sheepish smile.
"I do have genres that I prefer, tho, being dark romance and terror the ones I enjoy the most."
@0fPenumbra The witch chuckled a bit and shook her head.
"Stop, you are not getting another free drunk."
Jokes were always the best way to say a heartful thanks.
@Runaway_Dallas >>look at him.
"Not now, obviously, but- we need to understand and for that, we need to see..." and feel.
She tried a sympathetic smile.
@Runaway_Dallas The witch mind was reeling as she craddled his head, she had felt what he felt back then, even though she had spoken only about Harold, she had seen and felt him too and it was different, /he/ was different.
"We need to keep digging..." she finally pulled away a bit to >>