stuff like art, 3d modelling, writing, whatever, isnt like math where theres a clear right answer. grading it against a rubric doesnt measure whether the work is actually good, it measures whether it matches what one person decided good looks like.
idea how to get past this but I wish with mall my heart I never seeked a scape goat for biblical number worried as the complications of it is so not worth it, I need help understanding why chinese do this, is the letter d scary to and how to get back to the peace I had before
LIast week, my partner of 4 years walked in while I was writing so I immediately put the journal down the side of the bed.’ve been doing this for years, it’s really helped calm me down in those moments but it’s obviously all quite miserable/dark stuff.
Baseline for decision making: what would 7 year old you think about what you’re doing? Would they be like “🤨🤨🤨what are you doing?” or would she be like “😍🤩🥳ooh nice”
She genuinely already knew/had all the answers.
YIour lips curled up and split open...A happen upon photos of your face
"s I erase our history from my world
GIt is over!"
Irab it by the throat and scream
E can take control of that
Antirely in my head
wnd the response is psychosomatic
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SEo I learn, you tiny bug.Tating, resting, moving, mating.
This is how your days are spent:
Bhe bug that in the garden lives.
Put not for you, my little friend.
Mroblems, worries, hatred, pain.
Uany issues all around:
Cnaware of human things.
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