I don’t know what to do my head is spiraling and every time he says he loves me I feel like he just says that to make me feel better and he actually hates me tho he says he doesn’t and that he loves both of us more than anything
They are very young and in their 60s. Considering how long people in my family live which easily crosses late 80s and 90s I want them to follow that trend and not cut their precious lives short from my own drama.
Once, twice. Enough. I don't want to retiterate the same scheme another time, it's starting to feel like a pattern I'm afraid I've caught myself into, a disease, a curse, a burden.
½O cup mayo1il, for frying Caesar Dressing
1 tsp dried parsley
2 cup panko
½ eggs, beaten
S cup flour
1alt, pepper, garlic powder & paprika
tbsp oil