teshi.

never make the same mistake twice.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

antagal ko nang ginagawa to buong buhay ko, pero bat hirap na hirap na hirap parin akong umintindi at mag adjust sa para sa ibang tao? kelan naman kaya ulit yung panahon na ako naman ang maiintindihan?? this shit is mentally exhausting.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

mas nakakapagod pa pala kesa sa pisikal na pagod yung wala kang emotional support person, para kang pinagdala ng sampung mabibigat na maleta nang ikaw lang mag isa.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

i have so many things that i've carried and learned from you, i'm still giving it all, but you'll be mad if you knew that people did horrible things to me and i just let it all slide and didn't even be mad at what happened😭 i'm soaper ashamed.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

just another day of crying and saying to whoever this is I'm pertaining to that: "i only you could see what is happening to me, you wouldn't be so proud" i'm super duper ashamed

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

i've said this and i would say it again, if only you'd see where i'm at right now, you won't be proud of what i've become, nakakahiya😓

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

Have you ever wondered why
Baskets
Detain
Bread with
Butters?

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

sa araw pa talaga na'to, hays, is it really meant to happen Lord? is this a sign???

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

sorry if i couldn't be as bright as the sun nowadays, life has been so cruel to me lately, to the point that i noticed that i can't even lift my face up anymore.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

it gives me constant assurance knowing you're existence is still here, you're still watching over me : )

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

these past few days i noticed the moon appears so early, lagi kong nakikita kapag lumalabas ako ng bahay, it's so heartwarming, knowing what i'm going through.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

if only you'd see where i am today, you won't be proud of me.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

wala akong ibang ginagawa kundi mag aral ng mabuti, eto nalang pinanghahawakan ko eh, napaka walang kwenta ko kasing tao.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

i think this is my curse, this is a curse of a human having a mind that understands everything, a mind that ponders, that thinks deeply, a mind so powerful that it makes his heart either release beautiful flowers, or even the wrath of a beast.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

grabeng cravings to, lisensya at motor

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

thank God for a 3 defense done

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

hay buhay, halfway palang ng hellweek ramdam ko na ang sukdulang pagod

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

as the only person they've been relying on, i can't afford to fail. i can't afford to lose. that's why i want to strive hard. hindi lang para sa pansariling pangarap ko, kundi para sa lahat ng umaasa sakin, at sa mga taong alam kong babawi ako.

[teshi. @Teshikunaaa]

although i'm really really grateful, because my latest achievements gave such a big breather for me, all glory and thanks to God. I thank him so much kasi hindi niya ako pinabayaan.