I became, today. It happened today. The gift dropped in my mind and it changed everything. The pain came to an end and a new journey began. But it was better because it was based on a core belief. In years to come I will look back and be grateful I yielded.π
@Ssaasquatch That said, a lot of operational detail can be automated away. This should give humans the time to exercise more judgement without sacrificing too much time on admin details.
This is a note to myself.
I'll come back to this after I become a the rave and the one that is sort after.
Betrayed, and told I won't make it. Well lets make them eat their words.
You have to learn how to do things and believe in them long before anyone sees the goodness or the possibilities.
Don't expect anyone to believe in you but you.
If you pray for rain, make sure you have an umbrella.
If you have big dreams, make sure you have strong sockets.
The journey and process cannot be replaced with empty gigantic ego.
If you want Insane results you need to put in insane work.
There is the consistency piece yes and there is also the intensity piece.
We have to be crazily intense. Intense hours. Intense workout. For a long long time. You have to be crazy and delusional.
Freedom no longer feels the same. Having the freewill to choose now seems like the impediment to true freedom. It was better when I had no choice.
How did I become this?
I miss who I was before all these. I was creative, daring and wanted to make the world a better place. What happened? How did I get here? How did I let the world get at me again? How did I become so fearful and allowed others dictate my pace?
I used to be the king. The one who despite challenges didn't fail to dream and act with immense freedom of thought and action. Carefree, wild and free.
Reckless but effective. Local but with a global mind. Now I reached the global stage and it has lost meaning.
They anchor unto what they want to see.
Blinded by incentives controlled biases. But it is only you who should be the architect of your life. If you let other people dictate your life, your name is sorry.
No one knows you better than you know yourself. The best the world can do is to speculate from their perceptions shaped their incentives. They will weave narratives to suit themselves and make themselves feel good.