I am the hamer whom smashed the miror,I am the fan whom blew the smoke away,I am the scisor whom cut the curtain,I AM the BEHIND the scenes acc. of @matthias18
Aside from the cost of fixing myself since the NHS don't like helping you if you're dyslexic, been stuck as the wrong gender with no help for 25 YEARS!!! DOES THINGS TO YOU. IRREVERSABLE THINGS.
Feels like someone is going to say "you shouldn't say these things" cause we really hate the truth, but the truth is I want to die. I find hope anywhere, but not here. I try think every day how I can make my life better, so I might want to live, but I come up blank for years.
I really hate been transgender. I feel bad saying it, I feel like I should be a 'good role model', but I'm stuck here in a body that I can't look at in a mirror with fuck all for help and people telling me isn't not as bad as I make out. Fuck them people, go away.