many days it feels like i’m just playing a role pretending to be someone else trying to pull off a convincing act so everyone can barely tolerate my presence
“slut era” i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past
Any other autistic people sing by mimicking? Meaning, I don't just sing with my own voice. It's like my brain tries to sound like the song.
Does that make sense to anyone?