Ngl I immediately go silent when something upsets or hurts me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply just withdraw and try to process my emotions in private.
I detach very fast. Anything i love extremely deeply I'm prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot.. I’ll cut my finger off to save my hand.
I can’t lose myself again, for anything. I'll heal
As someone who has anxiety, I honestly cannot allow anybody stress me more than I stress myself rn. My brain is already always active 24/7 I just won’t let you add to it.
a girl on tiktok said "healing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.
How fast I can detach. Anything i love extremely deeply I'm prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot..l'll cut my finger off to save my hand. I cant lose myself again, for anything. I'Il heal.