Oh, bday update. Coworkers surprised me with a special dinner w friends & a drunk night at trap.. while he surprised me with Universal tix on his bday 🥺 legit was gonna cry. Never had someone do something that thoughtful before, shit was perfect lowkey…
@xoshamieh For some reason I’ve never been able to do that EVER. I only date one at a time. Idk. It’d feel so crazy to date multiple ppl. I can’t kiss one mf & go kissing another the next day: 😭 Id feel like I’m not giving them my undivided attn if so. I’m pretty fair but.. idk I can’t 🥺
@xoshamieh I gotta cut that shit out. But damn. I really felt like I met my twin flame lowkey. At times I feel like he still fux w me, maybe we can grow n shit.. other times I feel like he just wanna be friends cuz of who I am.. then I overthink & yeah. went emo cuz of it lol. I’m trying.
@xoshamieh Nah, I wish lol. We dated soon as he moved here & guess it was bad timing. hes a great guy. we got along great.. I liked him fr. he just got alot goin on & it clashed I guess. we stopped dating in June. But said he wanna be friends still (besties at that lol), im trying but Idk..
We went, had a mf ball. Got stuck on the Mario kart ride like 3 times lol, and even if I was delulu tired, he let us stay to watch the fireworks. Really enjoyed the whole 24 hrs.. prob the most memorable bday Ive had yet 🥺🎂 we have our moments but I wouldn’t tradem for nada.
I was lookin forward to my bday.. maybe I thought it’d be different since I was talkin to someone who seemed to care a bit, but it’s like everytime it gets close that fizzles out & now I’m left wit a broken heart & no potential cute plans 🥺 welp lemme not go to work and bed rot.