Recently I felt like I was a ghost, I disappeared yet remained watching over the world with the regrets of the past
But I’m not dead, and all this self-loathing is just a mask for the selfishness I’ve been in
So, once more, it’s time to try for the ones so patient on me
Today is my commencement/graduation
Rather than thinking of ways to celebrate, nothing sounds more enticing then just staying at home
But I am still here sweating in the sun for the next few hours
They do have a statement saying they do not allow it, but only for photorealistic content
I just don’t have the confidence they won’t also be spreading this at the community built by artists
Also unrelated, but this year I completely forgot his birthday happened
I thought that I would have been stuck reliving this past year forever, but you really can wake up one day and feel free from all the hardships you went through
This is the most I feel like I’ve been disconnected from the internet in general, going on twitter became like a weekly instead of a daily thing
I think overall I’m happier, and apparently the most exciting things are occurring with this method, ahaha
I was feeling invigorated and ready to work, finally believing I am contributing to something and not letting people down
But then I woke up, and I found that I have been drifting aimlessly for a year already
Man this sucks.
I think I’m going to change how much this sucks