TheAlmightyLPZ

Detroit Based Local streamer. You can catch me stream Neutral Grounds, Smash Rush and other events.

[TheAlmightyLPZ @TheAlmightyLPZ]

Hey everyone To the MIFGC. I am officially out of Stream/Broacast retirement. So for any events that yall need a stream hmu on twitter. I can make the broacast layouts on my end.

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This my last twitter post for a while

I’m gonna tell y’all what been through. I’ve been in pain for these 7 years and fuck it it’s honesty time.

So imma say it.

I have trust issues. Massive trust issues. The past 7 years my closest 3 friends 5 family and my beloved girl that I would die for hurt me beyond believe. Shit stole my innocence.

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I haven’t seen sunlight in 3 days. I probably will never ever see my pet cats again either. I’m homeless as well. So again I failed them as an owner. And I failed as a property owner. And at the end I can really only blame myself. I have had not a single visitor so I can be lonely and that’s what caused me to snap yesterday. I haven’t slept in my bed in ages and all the things I care about are gone. I’m empty as fuck but I still believe that all truly strong people are kind and I have no reason to seek pity. This is just Gods trial.

I’m fucked up and lost all concepts of love.

What I want to say is please be there for each other. We all have so much pain we go through. We inadvertently hurt people in deep ways and we don’t even know it.

Remember to reach out to the people who you care for. You never know what they are going through

With that said in our. I’m officially leaving the FGC for a while to focus on myself.

Thanks for everything y’all.

[TheAlmightyLPZ @TheAlmightyLPZ]

This my last twitter post for a while

I’m gonna tell y’all what been through. I’ve been in pain for these 7 years and fuck it it’s honesty time.

So imma say it.

I have trust issues. Massive trust issues. The past 7 years my closest 3 friends 5 family and my beloved girl that I would die for hurt me beyond believe. Shit stole my innocence.

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The relationship got bad and I just snapped. I had a psychosis. I punched holes in walls stabbed places near my Tv and broke so much stuff. I was sooo hurt. I feel I am just hurting people because I’m crazy idk anymore I really don’t. And I don’t want to hurt people anymore. They were the dream family I wanted and I lost that because I’m a failure. I can’t even be the son in law I want to be to her and the husband of her dreams. I keep keep keep failing. I’m tired. I’m sitting here alone by myself in a psych ward because I can’t handle the pains in my heart. I got cuffed up by police and sent to the hospital

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They ended up doing things that hurt me. Made me feel insecure. I can understand they are 20-24. But again I failed my younger brothers and isolated myself from those because I couldn’t think that someone could care for a failure like me. I’m a crack baby im not supposed to have love. This was the proponent that made me isolate and never open up. I’m fucked up so I deserve it. I’m just seeking redemption for the pain others brought to the world. I wanted to be Jesus for them. To this day I’d still help the same way.

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After all that I only received 200 from my younger brother. I helped him when he was homeless without a shadow of a doubt. I loved him so much and he hurt me so hard. It stole my innocence and broke me as a person. All the people I loved so much betrayed me. I could understand and agree why but why really???? Was it because i wasn’t a good enough man for her, was I not good enough for my family? I kept losing people I loved deeply., maybe that why my grandma died to punish me. I’m a failure. Even then I knew I had to be better because I have to be the adult they needed when they were younger.

During this same time I helped some younger friends I had. I was trying to be there brother. I did this because I wanted to tell my 20 year old self that I can change and make them proud. I knew all the pains of being 20-24 as a young man. Especially when you feel ugly about yourself. There is a deep loneliness there. All I wanted to do was be the big brother / father for them I never had

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When I needed my mother to help me she put down me and my girl down and made me realapse. The same mother that hurt me the most I chose to love her for the universe and the universe betrayed me. Even then I understand her pain. It must have been hard to have children in Detroit while being associated with gangs and smoking crack then must have been a cope for the pain. So I forgive her. In reality her pain wasn’t even hers. I failed again. All I ever wanted was for her to be proud of me. To see me for how great I was but again I was just the retard crack baby and I failed again. I never had a real mother, or father in my life. I can’t even recall 5 conversations I had with him. Because my mom coped with the ghetto pain using crack it caused me to almost die from a seizure. If it was a seconfd later I would not be here. So My mom is the very reason I almost died in my life. But even then I still love her I just wanted better. My nieces and nephew saw this and I think it hurt them to so I failed the children I wanted to be a father to.

Everyone was against each other. At this time My girl went out and had a relationship with someone else. This makes sense tbh. I wasn’t the man she needed then. I avoided all the emotional pain she had. I deserved whatever she did. I put a lot of stress on her. So I failed again. All I wanted was love for the individuals around. Even then I knew what feeling alone and homeless felt. I almost faced it then too.

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I’ll list some of the things I went through these 7 years.

I went through emotional pain that I don’t even know how I got through it. I am going to start at the beginning

Me and My girl had a beautiful relationship the problem is because of my trauma I could never see her emotional pain. I went on a discovery these past 7 years to re identify with feelings I disassociated from that I used to survive Detroit ghetto. I learned to just accept bad things as is and work with them believing they have the same intent as the same ethic had. Not saying her ethic was negative but it never resonated correctly in the relationship. I realize now that I need to live with my wholehearted integrity and honesty. For this to work. I can’t not be truthful and let stuff hurt me and try and be ok with it.

During our early relationship I ended up housing her. My family hurt her beyond repair. I stood up for her the best way I but ultimately the pain was caused. So I can understand why she never had the respect for me as a man. But I’ll keep trying because I loved her soooooooo much. I’d die for her.

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I’ll list some of the things I went through these 7 years.

I went through emotional pain that I don’t even know how I got through it. I am going to start at the beginning

[TheAlmightyLPZ @TheAlmightyLPZ]

No love in my heart no more. Lost 12 people close to me.

It’s grind time

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Anywaybyall im done. Im gone for a while. Got shit I gotta focus on. I know my destiny is to be that damn GODLIKE. 7 years down the drain for a gidamn fucking good reason. it’s a new era for me. K I L L N I G G A AS energy back.

TruemightyLPZ is here

If I don’t hustle I don’t benefit

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I made this girl whole discord when she didn’t even know how to make it. Wrote a whole social media guide. I took pics of her for her content early on. Helped her learn photoshop. And I’m just some schizo ok

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@maicocoanut This too much huh. No more free shit from me huh

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@maicocoanut Yeah no more free meal ticket oh

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Your schizo husband loved you so much he literally bought your stream setup

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Swear people funny. They put a whole front online but in reality they a snake.

Bought her whole stream setup damn near

[TheAlmightyLPZ @TheAlmightyLPZ]

Swear people funny. They put a whole front online but in reality they a snake.

Bought her whole stream setup damn near

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Crazy what people say when all of a sudden they don’t have a meal ticket no more

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Your schizo husband loved you so much he literally bought your stream setup