Idk where else to vent. Argh felt like I'm just holding everything together and no one understands that I'm damn tired and why technically I got no life.
Now i cant sleep because I shall wait for the milk to arrive. Dont want to piss you off for not being able to โwake upโ due to my irregular chest pain.
No one understands how fking painful my chest everytime i cough. Every movement i make, every cough, all of it triggered my chest pain. It hurt so much that I can only just shout out the pain. It is really like I am fighting for my life.
When I am too tired mentally and physically, i just shut myself towards everyone. I just want to keep quiet and rest. So dont expect me to reply to your questions when it is clearly rhetorical or the answer is already in the text!
Felt like i need a break and have some of my bro coffee called kahvesi. And just like chill. Fuck hypocrites and 2 faces bitches. Ruined my whole fucking mood