To go from questioning and doubting your very sense of self.
To realizing, you were there all along, valid, and a fuckin amazing specimen. ๐ I wish more people could feel what Im feeling now.
It does get better, faith helps, no matter what that may be, but keep with it. โก
To rise above what holds you down, is a feeling nearly indescribable.
But simply put, ya boy is feeling like atlas, but if he shattered through the weight of the world, or even a butterfly leaving its chrysalis.
What they donโt tell you about grief is some days you choose between eating or crying, like if I can eat I cant cry but if I canโt cry I can eat and that shit just keeps going around and around and around in circles