the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason
i love being ignored i love that my
phone is dry as fuck i love feeling unwanted and unimportant i love being used then forgotten!!!!! yes thank you!!!!!!!!
if you see this and dont like my sadposting idc unfollow
no one gaf anyways, i just dont wish this pain unto anyone else, the punishment of being alive but not being allowed to do anything that would improve it
death isnt an option too because the people i know will get mad :)))
27 years of ongoing invalidation of my feelings and ignoring me when im having a hard time
i dont want to meet people anymore im just going to shut myself off from everoyne