◤Barry Berkman.◢

“When I'm angry, I don't like who I become.”

But. . . I love knocking you out, @JustDeputy. Come at me. ♡

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

◤Barry Berkman. (Barry) (HBO) ◢

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▬ Semi descriptive
▬ ShipsW/Chem
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[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

/. ♡ for starter.

[Gabriel. @TheTrickstcr]

“But you are a great big bag of dicks.”

Flipped. Supernatural RP. Semi description. Ships are a maybe.

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[Crowley. @CockyDemon_]

-New Crowley.
-New to character not RP
-Supernatural RP
-Semi descriptive.
-Ships with strong chemistry.

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[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +

But, it's for the sake of Deputy.

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy “Ah. .—
That could be taken out of context easily.”
Barry chuckled.

He then nodded, sighing.
“Yeah. . . Yeah, I am. I am ready to do this.”

With enough encouragement and a grip on the knife, Barry cut into his arm. This isn't so bad. . . Yes, it's bad. +

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +trusts him so much to cut him.

That's next level trust.

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy “Oh um. . .”
He looked around before he grabbed a rag.

“Here, use this.”
He said, giving the rag to him. “It's clean by the way. In case that's a problem.”

“A-Anything else?—
Or are you ready to do this?”
He asked.

It means a lot to Barry that he +

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +He felt at least a little calmer now.

“Just—
Just tell me when you're ready, okay?. . .”

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy Barry inhaled in a sharp, shaky breath then exhaled calmly and nodded.

“Okay, okay. . . I can do this.—
I can do this.”

He repeats to himself to try and calm his panic. Though, Deputy saying that he trusted him was already helping him a lot. +

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +trust myself to do anything.”

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy + way until he stumbled across an enamel bucket.

“Found one.”

He walked back to Deputy, putting the bucket down then grabbing his knife again.
Barry inhaled heavily.

Fuck, he was so nervous.

“Look,—
I'm glad you trust me with this. . . Honestly, I wouldn't+

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy + Anywhere else could be fatal. . . I guess the arm is less risky.”

Deputy shouldn't be so self conscious. He looks so perfect. He /is/ perfect.

He looked in Deputy's eyes for the 'go ahead and fucking cut me' look. Not exactly like that but, you know.

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy “Oh yeah, I'm fine!—
You're just. . . So perfect.”
Oh. Did he just say that out loud? Who cares. He hoped he heard. Deputy needs to know how perfect he is.

Barry looked carefully.
He was trying to figure out where to cut.
“I guess on your arm?+

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +nervous.
He kept telling himself he's gonna do great just DON'T hit any vitals.

Okay, he's ready.

“Where would you like me to. . . Cut you?”

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy Barry looked at Deputy when he took off his shirt.
Breathless.

His man is so fucking perfect.

He took a deep breath while nodding. “Yeah, I guess. . .”
Barry took out his pocket knife again before approaching Deputy.

He still felt and looked fucking +

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +this without shaking to hell and fucking it up.

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy +back to normal if he loses him.

He swallowed his pride nervously. 'Don't hit a vital.' He kept telling himself over and over again.

While listening to Deputy, he was trying to calm his shaking. He's hoping Deputy doesn't notice. He wants Deputy to trust him to do+

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy + the only one who means something to him. Imagine that, a hostage was the most important person to him. He didn't even care much about Sally Reed, his ex as much as he cared about Deputy.

[◤Barry Berkman.◢ @TheHitmanBarry]

@JustDeputy + Oh hush, Barry. You just don't want Deputy to hurt himself. Don't be such a mom!

Heaven FORBID Deputy bleeds out. But, Barry is probably being over dramatic? Deputy is a smart guy and he can most likely handle himself.

He just didn't want to lose him since Deputy is+