The reason you want it so badly is because a version of you in the future already has it. God will not put ideas in your minds if He didn’t think you can achieve them.
It is so sad that our kids are going to grow up in this messed up world. I will do my best to guard my kids away from social media, I will educate them on critical thinking, I will teach them that it is not everyone that sounds smart is actually wise.
The World is Fucked up!!!
Whatever Paths we choose in life, We will always wonder about the path we didn’t choose. (Career/Marriage/Family etc)
Regrets is a part of being an Intelligent, free human being, because we will always wonder about the life we didn’t choose.