i hate having disordered eating, i’ve eaten a total of a piece of toast with 1/2 of a serving of nutella on it and a can of sprite, yet anything and everything i think of eating makes me wanna vomit and i can only think abt how many calls there is and how fat i am.
threw away a single piece of trash, now i’m being praised for doing it, i feel useless, it’s the easiest things i’ve done all day. i need to kms, i can’t even keep my room clean
@secretpuppygirl it when they start saying all this “no i’m healthy” “healthy body btw” and such, like no, you’re unhealthily obese, hell i’m obese too, ik damn well ts isn’t healthy
i never see people talk abt if you actually just fat, it’s all you think abt. i sit i class, watch my classmates, friends, teachers, people i hate, etc. move around, just existing, skinny. and here my fatass is, a walking embarrassment. only shEDtwt group im in is BED #fatass