Most people don't know this....
I tried to kill myself while on Klonipin and Paxil.
And yes, it was the drugs.
And coming off of them was harder than anything else I've ever done in my life, and it took 15 years and 50 attempts.
When I speak on this topic, I speak as a medical doctor, a neuoscientist, and... a former patient.
I know the fight in ways that most never will.
And I'll never stop speaking the truth.
Don't poison yourself. Don't posion your children.
You want the truth?
Anxiety or depression?
First look at nutrition.
Magnesium
Vitamin D
Vitamin B12
Folate (Vitamin B9)
Vitamin B6
Zinc
Iron
Omega-3 fatty acids
Then rule out pathology.
Chronic pain.
Thyroid dysfunction.
Cortisol.
Inflammation.
Hormones.
Then look for social.
Faith.
Exercise.
Relationships.
Sun exposure.
Sleep.
Hobbies.
Work.
Purpose.
And no matter what the case is... no matter what biology or sociology you must contend with...
Jesus Christ is the answer. Through and through.
Perspective is everything.
Dentist did a 3D X-ray of my jaw before a root canal and said I wouldn't be able to open the raw data, it needs specialized software. It's 800 DICOM files. Asked Claude Code to make me a viewer. Two prompts later... this is nicer than what he showed me on his screen.
I worked in TV production and special events for most of my career.
Here’s a story I’ve always remembered.
Prior to Ronald Reagan’s death, the Reagan Foundation contacted me to help plan his funeral. During one of the meetings I attended, I met a 92-year-old funeral director from Santa Monica.
I asked him why he hadn’t retired. He looked at me and said:
“I work in this business… I see this every time.
You retire, you play golf every day, you get bored of golf, then you start drinking more. You start waking up a little later because you’re tired from all the golf. And then one day, very soon, you just don’t wake up.”
This $100 piece of equipment can help you avoid a lifetime of back pain.
For a decade, I suffered from chronic lower back pain. Then, three years ago I severely herniated a disc at L5-S1. I narrowly avoided emergency surgery, and couldn’t walk for five weeks.
It was the last straw.
I vowed to fix my back once and for all. I went to the ends of the earth, trying everything.
The most effective thing I’ve found, by far, is the simple back extension. It strengthens the entire posterior chain, including the intricate scaffold of muscles that support the spine.
Start with static holds. Then, when you’ve worked up to 2 minutes, start moving as shown below.
Once you can do 3 sets of 30, start adding weight (cradle it in your arms).
Do it twice a week and you’ve got a solid baseline program for preventing and recovering from back problems.
Ein SpaceX-Ingenieur beschrieb einmal, was passiert, wenn Elon Musk einen Fehler in deiner Arbeit findet.
Der Ingenieur hatte eine thermische Analyse für ein Bauteil des Raptor-Triebwerks eingereicht. Das Dokument umfasste achtzig Seiten. Es durchlief die Prüfung von drei leitenden Ingenieuren. Es wurde genehmigt und für die Umsetzung eingeplant.
Zwei Tage später kam um elf Uhr abends eine E-Mail von Elon. Eine einzige Zeile. „Deine Berechnung des Wärmestroms auf Seite vierunddreißig geht von stationären Bedingungen aus, aber der Lastzyklus ist transient. Rechne es neu.“
Der Ingenieur sagte, er habe fünf Minuten lang auf diese E-Mail gestarrt. Nicht weil sie harsch war. Sondern weil sie stimmte. Die Annahme steckte tief in einer Teilberechnung, die keinem der drei prüfenden Ingenieure aufgefallen war. Elon hatte sie gefunden, in einem Dokument, das er gar nicht hätte lesen müssen, auf einer Seite, wo niemand von ihm erwartet hätte, dass er sie um elf Uhr abends an einem Dienstag gegenprüft.
Er sagte, genau solche Momente seien der Grund für die Kultur bei SpaceX. Nicht weil Elon Menschen mit Reden motiviert. Er hält kaum Reden. Die Kultur entsteht, weil jeder Ingenieur weiss, dass jedes eingereichte Dokument Zeile für Zeile von einem Mann gelesen werden könnte, der genau den einen Fehler findet, den alle übersehen haben. Nicht um zu bestrafen. Sondern um zu verhindern, dass der Fehler in die Hardware gelangt. Denn Fehler in Hardware führen zu Explosionen.
Die Angst gilt nicht der Kündigung. Die Angst gilt dem Gedanken, Arbeit einzureichen, die nicht das absolut Beste ist, und dass der CEO eines Sechs-Firmen-Imperiums genau den Fehler findet, den man selbst hätte erkennen müssen. Diese Angst erzeugt bessere Ingenieurskunst als jedes Motivationsposter es je könnte.
👉🏼 Eigentlich unglaublich, nicht?
Read this Fauci diary entry closely. Officials would not admit the vaccine was not stopping spread because it might weaken the legal case for mandates. That is not science. That is a cover-up to justify coercion.
One of my favourite details in The Lord of the Rings is hidden in Boromir’s death scene.
As he dies, the choir sings Elvish words adapted from one of the book’s most beautiful passages in The Two Towers, where Faramir says: “I do not love the sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend.”
These are Faramir’s words, but they fit Boromir perfectly. For all his flaws, he never fought for fame or the thrill of battle, but because he loved Gondor, his people, and all he believed worth protecting.
I have a core memory of my Mom from every morning of my childhood:
Her at the dinner table, sweat soaked, eating breakfast with the Bible propped up behind her plate.
She’d wake up at 4:30am to get her “miles in” while training for marathons.
I received an inheritance of hard work and devotion. I won’t squalor it.
Instead, I’ll pass it on to my kids and train them to do the same to theirs.
A good man leaves an inheritance to his children’s children.
SpaceX's Starship rocket just performed a flip maneuver and precisely splashed down on target in the Indian Ocean next to a few buoys with @Starlink on them. The softest splashdown we've seen yet.
SpaceX employees ended the stream chanting "USA! USA! USA!"🇺🇸
🚨 UPDATE: Justin Bieber is getting nationwide recognition for praising Jesus Christ and singing 'Everything HALLELUJAH' during the FIFA World Cup in front of BILLIONS
America is a Christian nation 🙏🏻🇺🇸
Get your hearts checked, folks. Especially if you’re over 40. Throw in a colonoscopy while you’re at it. Don’t be stupid and die from a disease that’s preventable and treatable if you catch it in time.
If you’re overweight, now is the perfect time to get healthy. If you’re sedentary, now is the perfect time to get active. If you’re an addict, now is the perfect time to get clean.
And if you’re aimless and feel like something is missing in your life, now is the perfect time to accept Christ.
PALMER LUCKEY:
“PATENTS ARE CHINESE INSTRUCTION MANUALS.”
“STOP PATENTING EVERYTHING.
THE FOUNDING FATHERS NEVER PREDICTED A WORLD WHERE THE ENTIRE PATENT OFFICE COULD BE DOWNLOADED EVERY MORNING, RIPPED OFF, AND USED TO FIGHT A WAR AGAINST YOU.”
“WE NEED TO FUNDAMENTALLY REVISIT THE PATENT SYSTEM.”
“I THINK WE NEED TO MASSIVELY EXPAND THE NATIONAL SECURITY PATENT PROCESS.
YOU CAN OBTAIN A CLASSIFIED PATENT THAT YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO DISCLOSE TO ANYONE...
WHILE STILL MAINTAINING EXCLUSIVE RIGHTS.”
“WE NEED TO MASSIVELY EXPAND THAT PROGRAM.”
Hey, @elonmusk, we have a Tesla Model X but we can’t really fit both parents and five kids, and the new SUV only has six seats. On behalf of those who are doing our best to repopulate the West, any chance Tesla can make a minivan or SUV with 7 or 8 seats?
I believe in one God,
the Father Almighty,
Maker of heaven and earth,
of all things visible and invisible.
I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ,
the Only Begotten Son of God,
born of the Father before all ages.
God from God,
Light from Light,
true God from true God,
begotten, not made,
consubstantial with the Father;
through Him all things were made.
For us men and for our salvation
He came down from heaven,
and by the Holy Spirit
was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,
and became man.
For our sake He was crucified under Pontius Pilate,
He suffered death and was buried,
and rose again on the third day
in accordance with the Scriptures.
He ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again in glory
to judge the living and the dead,
and His kingdom will have no end.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the Lord, the Giver of life,
who proceeds from the Father and the Son,
who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,
who has spoken through the prophets.
I believe in one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church.
I confess one Baptism
for the forgiveness of sins,
and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead
and the life of the world to come.
Amen. 🙏🏼