"On the heights of despair, the passion for the absurd is the only thing that can still throw a demonic light on chaos.
When all the current reasons—moral, esthetic, religious, social, and so on—no longer guide one's life, how can one sustain life without succumbing to nothingness?
Only by a connection with the absurd, by love of absolute uselessness, loving something which does not have substance but which simulates an illusion of life. I live because the mountains do not laugh and the worms do not sing."
--Emil Cioran
The biggest source of misery the kenyan youth expiriences from is from within. And it is eating him up daily,piece by piece. The acknowledgment that he has the potential be great,the belief and that feeling in him that he should be doing something of more value than he is now,but he has no idea where to start torments him ,even in his sleep.
The uncertainity of the future,the lack of support to kickstart his journey,He sleeps awake wondering if this burning flame he feels inside is all an infatuation,perhaps it will pass but it doesn’t. Time on the other hand is going,it doesn’t care if he’s set or not,it just goes and goes,And this frustates him even more. In this misery,he begins to hate everything around him,even himself. Hatukuambiwa itakua ngumu ivi wazee
Dem yangu anaitwa Sophie,nimemuintroduce kwa beste yangu akamuambia you are Sophie-sticated,zangu zilikuwa you are Sophie-n. Ilibidi niachie morio manzi.
Nimeskia nyama ikiingue kama imefika kwa mlango kutoka kununua chapati, Mim na shaky hands na expensive padlock pale nimefumble for 10 mins ghasia haifunguki. Sijasalvage hata kipande moja.
Nimeenda kudeliver food kwa group fulani pale mtaani inajiita Wachache Self Help group na nikasema "Na si mko wengi?" Members wote wamecheka except chairman. To make matters worse amesema niwaserve,hakuna self service.
Impeach chairman wadau