My phone of the last 5 years exploded, as they do..
So I booted up some old ones I had. I don't know what compels me to keep these? #Nostalgia?
Anyways I found pages of old texts that read like a story book of a life I no longer recognize. What I did realize was all those terrible bad times were 100% real and I handled them all as respectfully and as honest to myself as I possibly could have.
What resulted in my current torment and distain for the world was always brought on by people who never gave a shit about me while I gave them my all for #YEARS on end. I'm lucky for the many things I have but was extremely unfortunate to always place my bets; ALL my chips on the table for the worst people.
All my terrible #feelings and self destruction was justified under these horrible situations of which I can't really share full details. I have become so hollow, never wanting to go through the pain of a 1 on 1 relationship again because of all the times I tried so hard for others. In the end I didn't matter to them, I ended up alone and have been living with that lonesome #broken mess they #abandoned in my brain.
My share of blame was and is real, but I also feel I did not deserve to be led on and tortured my entire young adult life. I can only hope those lessons make me a better person now in some way. I feel I always was the person working for good things but the ones I loved continued to assault the light inside my soul, snuffing it out replacing it with this darkness.
Since #COVID_19 #Pandemic2020 I've lived with no purpose. I've only had myself with the exception of my parents still surviving a 40+ Year #Marriage I continue to try and live for today, but the damage is forever. Please understand these circumstances I've described should my dark soul ever bleed into yours. I'm truly sorry.
Serebii Update: Pokémon Bank will stop working and being able to connect to Pokémon HOME on February 26th 2027. Pokémon will not be able to stored any longer in it and it cannot connect to Pokémon HOME after that day
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