ليش الأنسان لو عاش نفس الاشي اكتر من مرة بتوجع زي كأنها اول مرة و أكتر ؟
ليش ببكي و النتيجة واضحة أصلا! ليش أنا ما أنام من القهر و الوجع و الناس يلي سبب هاد الوجع تنام قريرة العين !!!
I have just remembered that we once missed the bus while we were eating at Burger King and it was the last one so we had to walk to our dorm for an hour and and a half , it was cold and windy so we were hungry the moment we were home😂
I gave a lot of attention again to people who literally made me regret it 1082727 times but I keep saying it’s okay one more time maybe they would appreciate it this time but I don’t get it are they too blind or am I too stupid to understand !
Btw I was really happy and Idk there was a feeling that is very hard to explain when we landed in Amman honestly, but it faded maybe an hour later😢.
And the horrible most painful things happened afterward, I just wanna lose my memory starting from April till October 💔
I thought being abroad would be the loneliest I could feel but honestly being abroad is better because you’re a foreigner and you can blame everything on being one .
But now I feel like I’m all lost 😞 .
Wilhelmshaven truly changed me for the better , it made me strong enough to face everything the came afterwards .
Why can’t I just pack my bags,leave and stay there forever 😔.