I ordered so much stuff last week and I don’t feel bad about it. It was a terrible financial decisions. It was a great way to release some dopamine in my brain lol.
Clearly not getting any sleep tonight. So, I’m going to get up, hydrate, stretch, get me a high protein breakfast, coffee & utilize the Pomodoro Technique at work. Worst comes to worst, I’ll leave work early and head home. But I haven’t slept..
But I know I can’t go back in time. I can’t mend relationships that are now normal and I can’t bring anyone back to earth. I’ll just forge a new way. I can’t tell I’m maturing, waking up.
Friends ain’t how they used to be, family different because people are passing on… I feel like I’m waking up from a brain fog and all of this is a lot to process. I don’t like it.
If I had my dad around as a child as I do now, 😮💨. Lord have mercy 😭.
Live right. Your daughters need you. The prisons have enough to keep them full for ages smh.
If you know me, you KNOW that if you ever try to correct me by telling me “you’re wrong” you will 110% tempt me to listen to NOTHING you say. You’re better off approaching me in a teaching manner. That’s how you deal with me. Only person who’s gotten this is my dad.
The older I get, the more I learn that everybody can’t pour into me. But my DAD, THAT man 110% always knows what I need at any given point. He’s never told me that I’m wrong yet he’s constantly leading and directing me the right way. MOST people don’t even know HOW to do that.
One thing nobody can ever say about me is I never kept it a stack. Even when it put me in a vulnerable space, I kept it a 100. I know how to communicate my mind and heart. If you missed that, that’s on you 💯 I’m easy to understand fr because I’m 100% with it. Always will be.