̶It wasn't just ℒove, it was so much more than that, it was ℰverything. ࿇#ℛawℱixation ࿇June weathers the storm with me. ࿇#ຮ𝔢𝔵ᥴ𝔯𝔞𝔣𝔱 ࿇Anaïs 𝗶𝘀 the storm.
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All the world brimmed hostile colour, more so with her in it,
but together the pyres which built within our skins, paled;
we didn't burn in crimson gold,
Anaïs and I, no we fuelled white heat, something older than sin,
perfection.
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๛ℰrotic
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Have you ever spent any invested and extended time sliding your fingers through wet rose petals....
I highly recommend it.
I once lost a whole afternoon doing this with Anaïs.
Me with my petals, and her with hers.
We played copycat.
A silent game of Simon says, but it was https
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How did we meet...... that's always a funny question when asked, I'd only ever told the truth of it to two people, and now, for the last time in this journal for all.
When I'm dead and gone.
No-one loves you when you're still breathing.
Death is the stamp of approval in that
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Who knows when the shift happened, I can't recall ever noticing June's proclivity for the female of our species before I invited Anaïs into our fold, but.....maybe it wasn't a shift, maybe it was more a settling of ash around the wildfire that was so
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She wasn't truly unhappy, June. She could just be happier and was expressive about it.
Mostly around glass of wine number three, horny and disgusted with me.
Furious ballet music blaring from her studio.
I watched her.
She knew I watched her.
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All the world brimmed hostile colour, more so with her in it,
but together the pyres which built within our skins, paled;
we didn't burn in crimson gold,
Anaïs and I, no we fuelled white heat, something older than sin,
perfection.
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๛ℳiller ℛeimagined
๛ℰrotic
๛𝒪bscene
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