I can be thankful to be alive but I despise this life
But when I look around you, I understand why you believe
Would I try to take away their hope
Replace it with reality?
Exchange their joy with my bleak view
And leave them miserable like me?
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Yeah guys imma be real this life stuff is hella gay and idk what to do lmao. I have a million hobbies but quite literally never feel fulfilled from anything, I don't have any goals or desires for my future, I don't have any friends that I get to see. Maybe I just need to move
Lowkey why is it impossible to find someone else (even just friends) with my same personality lmaooo
I'm tryna do nerdy shit like go to conventions, watch anime, have deep talks, listen to/play the same music, board games/video games, fishing/camping, hiking, drives, etc. Bruh.
I have this stupid resilience like some stray dog refusing to die
But its like I'm dragging something broken behind me all the time
Friends say "you were happier younger" and I laugh like it's just a joke
But I miss the person I was becoming before survival became all I know
@venusiity@harrisongordo13 Don't care if it's his most popular song but Kirby Down B unironically goes so hard. Shoutout to all my Kirby players from back in the day
I am so disillusioned with the world and humanity as of late. Don't know if it's because I have experienced so many shitty things from lifelong friends/partners/work or what. I thought I needed a reset but maybe I'm too far gone. I wish I could read what my eulogy would be.
I'm sick of feeling
Take this all away I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares